Move it along, please
All glamour aside, infertility is truly a roller coaster ride. I woke up this morning and looked out the bedroom window to see that our Japanese plum tree is blooming already. I cried. At this time last year, I was heading into my first IVF cycle with such anticipation and hope.
Truth be told, the last couple of days have been the best days I've had since last June. I could have predicted that it wouldn't last long. I cried until I fell asleep last night for no discernible reason. It just gets overwhelming sometimes and I don't have the energy to try to figure out why so I can fix it. Not to mention -- if I've learned anything through this process, I've learned that sometimes there's no figuring it out. Things just happen because they happen.
I'm determined to get up and get moving today. I know that it won't necessarily help but it can't hurt, right?
Truth be told, the last couple of days have been the best days I've had since last June. I could have predicted that it wouldn't last long. I cried until I fell asleep last night for no discernible reason. It just gets overwhelming sometimes and I don't have the energy to try to figure out why so I can fix it. Not to mention -- if I've learned anything through this process, I've learned that sometimes there's no figuring it out. Things just happen because they happen.
I'm determined to get up and get moving today. I know that it won't necessarily help but it can't hurt, right?
posted by Debbi @ 7:21 PM
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